So, what with summer over, I feel like writing a little recap of it aha.
A lot of things changed this summer. Big ones, minor ones, at the end of it all, I definitely am not the same person I was.
A huge one: I decided not to return to school this year. Last year, I was a math/comp sci co-op student, and changing to geography come January. I still wasn't entirely happy. This year, I'm taking the year off to work, and really settle on something I want to become and what I want to make out of my life. I still moved up to Ottawa, and get to live in an amazing house of otakus. Tis glorious. I have a freaking 5000+ volume manga library in my basement. Be jealous! : P
Other things that changed. In April, my boyfriend broke up with me. Stupid things, cause I didn't want sex you know. Fun stuff. NAHT. He felt bad, we got back together. He didn't seem really to feel bad at all. And he still went into sulky moods for hours when I didn't want to do more than kiss. I couldn't really trust him, and balled up to end things with him. IT was sad, and he hates me now...but it's ok. It may get better. I don't know. Ever hopeful though : D
Pleasant things, I spent a lot of time experimenting with myself this summer. Most definitely came to the acceptance of my bisexuality, and got over a fear of sex. It was a fun wild ride aha.
I really got invested with the Toronto scene of anime nerds. It was like, work full time all week, go party with Otakus every weekend. I made some real good friends this way, and I miss them terribly up here in Ottawa. No where near enough to move back to Toronto though XD I do love it up here : )
Notes for the future...
I am looking forward to being my anime club's unofficial social exec at University of Ottawa. I hope I can do a job...with Zoe there to help, I'm sure I won't do too badly though aha. First club meeting's the 29th!!! Wewt.
Got a couple great cosplays started, and finished for upcoming cons. Should be good times : ). Starting work on my Arcade Sona cosplay for Anime North 2013. Should be good times : )...gonna be hell a lot of handsewing if my machine continues to hate on me though. FML.
Anyways, I've definitely written enough aha. Signing off, Pauline~