So, what with summer over, I feel like writing a little recap of it aha.
A lot of things changed this summer. Big ones, minor ones, at the end of it all, I definitely am not the same person I was.
A huge one: I decided not to return to school this year. Last year, I was a math/comp sci co-op student, and changing to geography come January. I still wasn't entirely happy. This year, I'm taking the year off to work, and really settle on something I want to become and what I want to make out of my life. I still moved up to Ottawa, and get to live in an amazing house of otakus. Tis glorious. I have a freaking 5000+ volume manga library in my basement. Be jealous! : P
Other things that changed. In April, my boyfriend broke up with me. Stupid things, cause I didn't want sex you know. But it's whatever because I talked dirty with one of his friends anyways. He had a girlfriend. Fun stuff. He felt bad, we got back together. He didn't seem really to feel bad at all. And he still went into sulky moods for hours when I didn't want to do more than kiss. I couldn't really trust him, and balled up to end things with him. IT was sad, and he hates me now...but it's ok. It may get better. I don't know. Ever hopeful though : D
Pleasant things, I spent a lot of time experimenting with myself this summer. Most definitely came to the acceptance of my bisexuality, and got over a fear of sex. It was a fun wild ride aha.
I really got invested with the Toronto scene of anime nerds. It was like, work full time all week, go party with Otakus every weekend. I made some real good friends this way, and I miss them terribly up here in Ottawa. No where near enough to move back to Toronto though XD I do love it up here : )
Notes for the future...
I am looking forward to being my anime club's unofficial social exec at University of Ottawa. I hope I can do a job...with Zoe there to help, I'm sure I won't do too badly though aha. First club meeting's the 29th!!! Wewt.
Got a couple great cosplays started, and finished for upcoming cons. Should be good times : ). Starting work on my Arcade Sona cosplay for Anime North 2013. Should be good times : )...gonna be hell a lot of handsewing if my machine continues to hate on me though. FML.
Anyways, I've definitely written enough aha. Signing off, Pauline~